What’s the First Thing You Ever Made, Tara Austen Weaver?

The first thing I ever made was a series of small books that contained stories I had written. The early ones are crafted from construction paper that some grownup must have helped me glue and staple together. They have colorful covers and inside are blank pages on which I wrote my stories, the first having to do with a lion and a mouse.

I remember being so proud I had written a book that could be put on the shelf with other books, though my thin booklets disappeared amidst the chunky spines. I remember wondering how I could get a larger spine, so you could see it on the shelf.

As I got older, I discovered my mother’s stationery made a better book and used up all her second sheet—without the name engraved on the top—to make my books. I hand-sewed the binding with embroidery thread from her sewing basket, making sure it coordinated with the lettering on the front. She was none too pleased when she discovered her expensive, creamy writing paper had been commandeered.

But I still remember the feeling that my ideas would sit next to other people’s ideas. That they might go out into the world and be read by people I didn’t even know.

-Tara Austen Weaver, author of The Butcher and the Vegetarian: One Woman’s Romp Through a World of Men, Meat, and Moral Crisis and the award-winning blog Tea & Cookies

Accidents of Manufacture

While several, or possibly many, new music improvisers frequently state that they play with “found objects,” I find that my default lies with what I call “accidents of manufacture.”1 What I mean by this is that many items that I find delightful were actually designed for something else. The classic item would be empty tin cans, which, while designed for something else, provide musical possibilities in several ways. One is lining them up by size and playing them with chopsticks or wood pencils with their erasers. Another is rolling them around and/or spinning them like tops.

The most exotic and earliest version I have ever seen happened to be one in which I assisted in its construction. This was in the late 1960s or early 1970s when composer Robert Erickson was building a tube loudspeaker system. Made of various sized cans with both ends cut out, many of each size were taped together to make upright metal tubes. On the bottom of these tubes were taped small, appropriately sized loudspeakers all hooked together to work through a stereo amplifier. The result functioned like a glorious pipe organ, absolutely beautiful and warm.

It is no secret that many accidents of manufacture become found objects.  However, probably half of found objects are not manufactured in any way but are what might be called “accidents of nature” that also work as instruments. This can be anything from grasses and reeds to shells, sticks, stones, and many other things. This could cross over into “manufacture” by the use of animal skins for drumheads. But these are not accidents, rather on purpose.

The history of accidents of manufacture in America can be noted, for instance, in early use of automobile brake drums and other “instruments” dating primarily from the 1940s with early works by composers John Cage, Henry Cowell and Lou Harrison.2 Of course, during the late 1800s and early 1900s there were instruments that were jugs (as in jug bands) and jazz brass players used tumblers and plungers as mutes. Then there is the use of oil drums that over time became tuned musical instruments now known as Steel Drums or Steel Pan Drums. There is a huge amount of information on Steelpan and one can do a lot worse than simply looking it up on Wikipedia.3

Back to my own personal use of accidents of manufacture, I can cite with impunity my use (love) of (1) sewer pipe to make various instruments including North American versions of Australian aboriginal didjeridus; (2) garden hoses for faux brass instruments; (3) shells, particularly the conch; (4) pot lids (more percussion); (5) toys and what I like to call “little instruments;” and (6) cisterns and various other reverberant instruments and spaces.

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Let’s take these one at a time:

1. While I have a preference for ABS over PVC pipe, either can work. ABS is the typical black pipe one finds at hardware, plumbing, or builder supply stores. It is also lighter and to my ear has a more resonant sound. 1.5 inch is my favorite diameter for didjeridu making, although some have used a “bell expander” on the end to simulate a bell on a brass instrument. For a mouthpiece, I like using a 1.5 to 1.25 inch female trap adapter (with cinch ring). Larger size tubes provide for good stamping tube possibilities. Inexpensive “instadus” (instant didjeridus) can be found at golf pro shops in the form of golf tubes.

2. Garden hoses come complete with a coupling that can work as a mouthpiece, although I cheat and use a trombone mouthpiece. However, I use old hoses where I can cut them up to appropriate lengths. There are different sizes—bores—that can make for different (brighter or warmer) sounds. Other “enhancements” can include funnels to simulate an instrument “bell.” This category can include the “bathophone” that is adapted from those very inexpensive little tubes with a sprayer designed to be pushed on to an old-style bathtub spout in order to make a kind of shower. This should not be confused with the rather elegantly designed variable height Scandinavian-designed shower adaptors.

3. Shells, particularly the conch, have a long and storied history. Again, one can do a lot worse than consulting Wikipedia about this.4 The original “residents” (sea snails) of the shells certainly did not “manufacture” conches for use as instruments and thus, they fit my definition of an accident of manufacture. My only concern now is that they have become, in some quarters, endangered species and so need to be respected in their acquisition and not wasted or purchased simply as a “trinket.” However, coastal aboriginal peoples did make changes much like we do now. A “mouthpiece” has to be prepared by cutting off the correct amount from the pointed end and smoothed, not usually an easy task.

4. Pot lids have their own storied history. While minuscule by comparison to shells, it is hard to meet a musician, in America anyway, who has not banged pot lids, particularly classic “Revere®” ware. There are many other brands that offer interesting possibilities and one can go further in checking out mixing bowls and pots. My favorite happens to be aluminum pot lids from the 1950s sold door to door.5 The particular ones I use have a reverberation time of nearly a minute or more. Seattle drummer/percussionist Paul Kikuchi is an expert at finding all kinds of beautiful bells and bell-like objects, while Seattle drummer Greg Campbell is the local expert on found pot lids, mixing bowls, and various tools mostly located at Hardwick’s Swap Shop in north Seattle.

5. Toys and “little instruments” provide an amazing and copious array of possibilities. Some of my favorites are pet toys. I have a cheeseburger that is beyond reproach (not above or below), and a “wiggly giggly” presented to me by Seattle’s own found instrument person Susie Kozawa. Of course, perhaps both of these pet toys were manufactured to be dog “instruments” but I don’t care. They are definitely treasures. Others are toys intended for children. Among my favorites are a toy cell phone, and various items that composer Pauline Oliveros has found for me, the most special being “Rocky the Talking-Teaching Robot.”6 Then there is a huge category of very small items such as birdcalls, bottle caps—alas, an amazing Crystal Geyser cap is no longer made—and several little percussion toys. It just goes on and on and is  worthy of anyone’s personal investigation.

6. I have spent a significant part of my life in the Dan Harpole Cistern at Fort Worden in Port Townsend, WA, an amazing reverberant space of 45 seconds fondly known as the Cistern Chapel. I have personally been involved with a number of recordings in this space, the earliest ones being my New Albion Recordings.7 The most recent was in 2008 when the aforementioned Paul Kikuchi invited me to record with him. This resulted in “Flightpatterns.”8Earlier examples for me go back to my first tour with Merce Cunningham Dance Company when I recorded “Stuart Dempster Inside the Abbey of Clement VI.”9 I have been fascinated with reverberation ever since I played my first gig in San Francisco’s Grace Cathedral in the late 1950s. Since that time I have found out about all kinds of interesting spaces, everything from stairwells (University of Washington’s Meany Hall dance studio comes to mind), reverberation available from a piano with the sustaining pedal held down, and other possibilities such as bunkers and caves.

The appreciation and/or study of “accidents of manufacture” amounts to paying attention to possibilities that surround us all the time everywhere we go. I have a fond memory of my 1952 Buick Special that was, well, rather special. It often was a performance piece doing much of anything, particularly the clutch pedal mechanism that offered all kinds of squeaks and groans. Even better, I could choose how and when to play it. Sadly, that car has reaped its “Carma” and found its way to car heaven as well as my memory. Be aware and “at the ready” to do a little inventing!

 

1 As far as I am aware I am the only one using this term, especially in reference to music.

2 There is an amazing and interesting Seattle connection in the late 1930s in the founding of these and many other “instruments” – see http://seattletimes.nwsource.com/html/musicnightlife/2008889042_pacific22.html and/or 1.3 1937–49: Modern dance and Eastern influences).

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Steelpan

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Conch

5 As of this writing I don’t know the brand and, as far as I know, they have not been available for decades except possibly in antique or second-hand stores.

6 Manufactured by Playwell.

7 The following CDs from the infamous cistern were released on New Albion Records:

Deep Listening (NA 022), Spring 1989, and The Ready Made Boomerang (NA 044), Winter 1992 (both Deep Listening Band); Underground Overlays from the Cistern Chapel (NA 076), Autumn 1995 (Dempster solo with trombone ensemble).

Flightpatterns was released on Prefecture Records (004) on CD and LP, October 2010.

9 First released as an LP on 1750 Arch Records (S-1775), Autumn 1979, released later on CD by New Albion Records (NA 013), 1987.

Image: Dempster playing a didjeridu made from pipe

© 2011 Stuart Dempster

Dempster and Paul Kikuchi perform in The Project Room September 23- read more here.

Exercising Identity: Interviews & Exploration

On August 7th, Mandy Greer invited a group of artists to The Project Room to take part in a round table discussion on the process of interviewing. All of these artists have at one point or another in their careers voluntarily integrated interviewing into their practices or projects. Preparing, conducting, and editing interviews requires more than a little effort after all, so the question of intention arises.

At the heart of the practice, I think, is a collective inquiry into aspects of identity, history, and geography particular to our region. At one point during the talk it was mentioned that Seattle is a city relatively without history: it is, psychologically and physically, one of the last frontier cities in America. It’s a place where gold-crazed hopefuls once settled in droves and where subsequently both material and intellectual counter-culture movements have flourished and attracted residents with wildly diverse backgrounds and a certain temperamental, restless energy. This restless wildness is difficult to communicate, let alone harness or record. As a result, the sense of history in Seattle is sometimes thin, almost weightless. Some find this harrowing, others liberating.

The compulsion to collect and archive interviews reflects a desire to discourse with this weightlessness. Throughout the conversation it becomes apparent that common to these artists is an interest in historical preservation beyond ordinary nostalgia; in fact, there emerges a sense of collective urgency to contribute to the creation of historical and regional narrative, to lend a hand to permanency in a place evocative of perpetual (and transgressive) transience. Seattle, as a city characterized by the lightness of eternal identity-making, of constantly-crystalizing and constantly-dissolving contemporaneity, invites the perpetual creation of new history, memory, and mythology, and the interview process becomes yet another tool in the exercise of identity-making.

This engagement with the subject of weightlessness (the impermanence of which finds its antithesis, its permanence, in the archive) is encountered again, reiterated, in the material practices of the artists-who-interview. It’s striking how many of these artists work in mediums that are materially fragile and anti-archival in nature. Mandy Greer’s sculptures incorporate well-worn textiles, often from pre-owned clothing, and she installs them in environments where nature indelibly corrupts, weathers, and consumes. Sharon Arnold and Joey Bates practice laborious incising of paper, and many of the others work on or with paper. The anti-archival nature of their material practice gives rise to an urgency to collect and create documentation of tedious labor that eventually disintegrates under the weight(lessness) of its material properties. The physical record of time and of labor expended, often inscribed in (but sometimes subtly obfuscated by) the complicated, corruptible surfaces of their work can, at least, find archival embodiment through extensive documentation of the making process and of the works themselves. The document assumes a degree of vitality and necessity, and in fact the artist’s identity can be tangled up in the residual document (or lack thereof).

With this in mind, the interview — as an extension of this greater compulsion to document — becomes a self-reflexive exploration. It’s not surprising to find that the interest in documentation extends beyond their own work and studios as a way to further explore the possible slippage of identity that occurs when material practice is so porous, liminal, and prone to dissolution. When conducted artist-to-artist, the interview can take on a mirroring quality of mutual self-examination (negation or affirmation), of exploration (Saskia Delores’ YouTube interviews are often prefaced with a literal mirroring visual effect, depicting herself divided and multiplied).

Jen Graves recently pointed out the recurrence of exploration as a theme in exhibits at Seattle Art Museum, and she wasn’t merely touching on a superficial coincidence: even exhibits like Kurt point toward our local obsession with identity. These kinds of exploration of ontological terra incognita and the rigorous examination of the self (through the art of the interview as well as a fascination with impermanent materials) find their roots not just in a superficial collective psychology of wanderlust and discontent, but in a visceral response to the physical terrain of the Northwest. It can’t be helped. Here a person finds him or herself at odds with (or intervening or interacting with) a constant, peripheral sense of the sublime. Individual gestures made by an artist feel dwarfed by the palpable, overpowering excess of nature at work, unceasingly creeping, blooming, whorling, spoiling, bursting, pullulating ad nauseam. Mark Dion’s “Neukom Vivarium”, a fecund, sixty-foot long nurse log housed in a greenhouse at Seattle Art Museum’s Olympic Sculpture Park, has become a (fallen) signpost for inhabitants of a city subjected to the unbounded, timeless, transformative processes of nature. To dialogue with these monstrous forces is unavoidable; to explore the tenuous (or not-so-tenuous) relationships between ourselves and the processes of nature overbearingly at work becomes a part of the regional discourse.

One facet of this discourse is a tendency to be self-effacing in the face of such superabundance, and a collectively dwarfed sense of self (a tendency to scoff at delusional grandeur and a compulsive self-negation are de rigueur) arguably informs and insinuates itself in the practice of many artists. A shared sense of humor, futility, and awe emerge in much of the work, and whether it finds articulation through transcendence or transformation, a tendency to address questions of indeterminacy and impermanence punctuates a multitude of practices, not least of which is the interview. After all, what is the interview but an attempt to document (like the cartographer in uncharted territory) a zeitgeist, an individual, a movement before it’s passed on?

Of all the artists participating in the round table at The Project Room, Rodrigo Valenzuela’s filmic interviews most literally tackle this subject. His work exemplifies one way in which the interview serves as a literal (and spiritual) medium by bridging persons and forming real, if momentary, relationships with a subject in transition. The first of his current projects involves hiring itinerant workers who have migrated to the Pacific Northwest and recording interviews with them about their individual histories. Valenzuela’s own history is mirrored to some extent in the stories about impermanent residence and migration, hence his fascination with re-invention and geographical location.

His other recent work brings together closely edited footage of interviewees (artists, corporate employees) captured during extended moments of listening or waiting. Stripped of sound and edited together, the interviews become a series of ponderous portraits striking for their sense of vulnerability and lack of context: the exploration of an unselfconscious pause and the space between thought or action — footage generally discarded — are poignantly underscored by Valenzuela’s treatment. The nuances of unintentional body language, either taut or slack with elliptical pause, extend out indefinitely. The physical incarnation of aposiopesis speaks ineffable volumes.

This treatment of these subjects is one of the most dramatic demonstrations of the use of interview as a strategy to occupy the space of impermanence and examine the process of becoming — a thread running through all the interview practices discussed at The Project Room. In fact, all the types of interviewing discussed, whether deconstructed, aestheticized, or direct, contain the potential to serve as a cartographic document of the self (its deeply shaded and largely blank terra incognita). This empathetic interrogation meanders, laces, zigzags — between the eternal return of bloom and rot that proliferates in Seattle — and eventually comprises an archive that illustrates a psychological and ideological landscape characterized by inquisition and flux, giving outline to an almost-mythological portrait of a place.

 

On Weeds and Stone

I.

If one were to consider Mandy Greer’s current project, Solstenen, as an “adaptation” of A.S. Byatt’s short story “A Stone Woman,” one might first do a close reading of the story—the source text—and then compare how the project—the adapted “text”—re-told the story living in their shared core.

A scholar of twenty-first century adaptation theory would first dismiss the question of “fidelity” as historically superseded, and then proceed to uncover how the narrative threads in Byatt’s work revealed themselves in a different time, through a different medium, and to a different audience in Greer’s work, thereby charting an evolution of a story.

Indeed, Greer herself cites Byatt as a source, and speaks directly to the identificatory processes at play in relating Byatt’s character Ines’ journey of slowly becoming stone to Greer’s experience of the birth of her son seven years ago. While Ines mourns the loss of her mother by growing stones where her umbilical cord used to be, Greer recalls the first days of motherhood and “the rigidity and un-familiar quality of [her] own body.” She continues: “it wasn’t so much breastfeeding, but more of a constant adrenaline of being a protector and the physical labor of that constant other body I had to deal with.” Both Byatt’s story and Greer’s, then, quite literally embody the question of the mother-child bond—one through death and severing, the other through birth and attachment. Solstenen, as adaptation, will yield a further interpretation of the Byatt story, as Greer crochets thread, fabric, and stones into wearable pieces for a site-specific work at The Project Room next year.

But how does a scholar of adaptation begin to approach the as-yet-unadapted? There are no texts to set side by side. The story of Ines’ mother’s death and Ines’ response to it has no counterpart yet in the silver and grey crocheted web gradually enveloping The Project Room this summer, as Greer…Mandy…pulls threads through loops in communion with material, with concept, with space, and with the people who visit the studio during her crochet gatherings.

One could, perhaps, note the gradual aspect of metamorphosis in both: Ines is an etymologist who categorizes and organizes meanings rather than lives them. After what the reader imagines has been an emotionless life, Ines’ excess of grief at her mother’s death slowly manifests itself as a web of veins and knobs of hard, jeweled mineral encrusting her body, beginning at a scar site on her abdomen. So, too, the yarns and scraps of fabric in The Project Room grow daily into ever longer looped arms, extending themselves over shelves, from hooks, down pipes. But the lightness of the room, the fan turning overhead, the hot water kettle, the large table, the friends and artists and passersby laughing and telling tales as the crochet hooks skitter through thread—this is all the furthest thing from grief.

II.

“You will never be a scholar, Jenifer. You feel too deeply.” When my graduate adviser said these words to me early in my academic career, I started on my own process, 18 years in duration, of pinching off every feeling that started to awaken as I dealt with German literature and cinema. When my heart pounded at a turn of phrase, I breathed deeply to measure it. When a scene was framed ideally for its purpose and I wanted to leap up and run toward the screen because it was so amazing, I made myself cross my legs, sit up straight, and sketch out the mise-en-scène in a notebook in the dark, coolly. And I succeeded. I published articles and book chapters and a book, I gave papers at conferences, I taught at well-respected liberal arts colleges and received tenure and promotion. And I told the other me (the peculiar and creative storyteller from Arkansas, the cook, the potter, the picture-maker, the singer) to go away. The scholar must be invisible.

Of course I disobeyed me. A tornado came in 1998 and blew things away, leaving in their place my once-hushed voice. I started to sing again, and write poetry, and replace trimming tools, and apply for jobs at arts colleges in Seattle… 

III.

Mandy and I first met at a dinner in The Project Room, as she told us (the board of advisors) aboutSolstenen. Given my own history writing about adaptations, I was fascinated by what residue of “A Stone Woman” would stick to this work, and I asked if Mandy would meet me for coffee to talk more in depth about this influence. It was not an interview per se—in fact, I scarcely remember asking a question. What I call up in my mind’s heart is two women at the Panama Hotel Tea & Coffee House, sharing tiny cinnamon rolls and chai tea and tripping over themselves to tell stories about what compelled them to make things: a parallel experience in graduate school of not being taken seriously by a male professor and the joyous damage it had done (we are both, after all, here and more fierce for it)—the making that escaped. We talked about literature and how Mandy’s “massive ingestion of books” as she was becoming a visual artist shaped her, about the fact that the art often resides as much in those moments of making and being stuck in the weeds of influence as it does in any finally freed, finally installed work.

“Products are an archive—the work is done. The process is what keeps me alive.”

We talked about Iceland and myth and A.S. Byatt and how 9/11 served as her “tornado”—where I took voice lessons and traveled to China, she bought tap shoes and a hula hoop. We considered metamorphosis and adaptation and evolution and appropriation and whether those are wholly separate or how they differ, if degrees of same. We mused on Ines and Thorsteinn, the Icelandic stone carver, and their relationship: a woman dying by turning to stone and in the process becoming more alive; a man who takes her as she is and is becoming. There was talk of mineral names and colors. Gregor Samsa and Kafka were mentioned (Gregor’s metamorphosis into a dung beetle being brought about by a too-present father, as opposed to Ines’ calcification resulting from a suddenly-absent mother)…. In short, we gave ourselves over to what Byatt calls the romance of scholarship, to not knowing, to the conversation one is in, the book one is reading, the thread one is crocheting.

IV.

“Who am I going to get entangled with because this story stuck with me?” Mandy asked this question rhetorically, and yet I think of it every time I visit The Project Room these days, just before the end of her residency. So many different hands created the work draping the room. So many artists and thinkers have sat around that table, asking the big questions and despairing of, delighting in, the not knowing. There will be people and landscapes and stones and threads and weeds in Iceland, as well, and when Mandy returns to The Project Room next year, she will have been transformed—adapted—by the time and space between now and then and here and there.

My scholarly tools are of little use in tracing this process, certainly not as a foreshadowing. A few years ago I might have spit out these words, still trying to re-claim a voice I had stifled. Now, I find relief and calm in having access to two languages, like Thorsteinn, the stone carver in Byatt’s story, who was only able to witness Ines’ transformation because he understood both the language of human reality and the language of myth and trolls. So, too, I live in the space between my ability to ground myself and do a scholar’s “close reading” of A.S. Byatt, on the one hand, and soar with curiosity about Solstenen as a process, on the other—knowing that an adaptation study is still premature. What will this work become? And what will The Project Room be, when Mandy comes full circle here next year?

Meanwhile, I will write these thoughts down (ending with a footnote—this voice, too, is my voice), since the grey-silver stone and thread piece that returns here on Mandy’s back a year hence will already be an archive of all that is unfolding. I feel (too deeply) like Thorsteinn, when he asks Ines if she will sit for him in his studio:

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“I too, he said, am utterly changed by your changing. I want to make a record of it.” 1

"What is the source story?" Photo by Jenifer Ward

1 A.S. Byatt, “A Stone Woman,” in Little Black Book of Stories (New York: Vintage, 2005), p. 149.

 

The Big Question: Prologue

Gertrude Stein: “What is the answer?”

Alice B. Toklas [silent]

Gertrude Stein: “In that case, what is the question?”



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Dear Art:

We need to talk. I have always considered myself a dutiful curator, a well-behaved thinker who has dedicated her academic and professional life to learning and writing about you. As rewarding as this is — and I happen to think I have the best job ever – for the last few years I’ve been thinking that there might be something more out there for me, something even better than what we have going now. Rather than continuing with our relationship using my standard methods and comfortable formats, I’ve decided that you and I are going to have a conversation, and we’re going to include all kinds of interesting people and record what happens.


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This shift in my thinking, which can be most simply described as a shift from talker to listener, is the reason I decided to create an arts space. Right from the start I asked myself why I wanted to build a non-profit arts organization (an undertaking that would seem the hardest possible option while one is pregnant, the parent of a toddler, and looking to save money). What about this undertaking mattered so much to me?  While I was thinking this over, I challenged myself to step as far back as possible, to think beyond art and into more general territory about, well, life.

It became immediately clear to me that, like Ms. Stein, I was not actually looking for an answer, but rather for a question. And the question that confronted me was, “Why do we make things?” In that moment, the idea for the Big Question at The Project Room (TPR) was born, followed by the satisfying realization that I could be on my way towards learning, not only more from art, but from life as well.

I choose the word “we” because this question is not only about me, or the artists who might be featured, or the arts community, but everyone who has ever made anything. In other words, Why Do We Make Things? is a question that can be considered by anyone, regardless of their interests, expertise or background. The emphasis is on inclusivity, an important element for me, and one of TPR’s founding principles.

Proposing a question rather than a statement also mirrors TPR’s interest in supporting works-in-progress by allowing things to be less than completely figured out. In other words, I’m not telling you what the projects are about – I’m asking you to tell me. In doing this, my hope is that this Big Question generates discussion, engages all kinds of people, and offers a platform—online and in person—for different points of view.

Chronologically, the theme of “making,” had to be the first formally tackled question because it includes the building of TPR, a process that I wanted to present in a transparent way to the public and parallel with the programming itself.

“Why on earth would you expose your incomplete work to ridicule and judgment like that,” you might ask.

First, I’m asking the artists to do it so why shouldn’t I? In other words, there is an element of risk in showing the world what you believe, and I’d like my contribution to contain no less risk than those of the artists with whom I work.

Second, I can relax into the process as an experiment and enjoy what happens without having my position on an idea determined at the outset. One of my favorite examples of this comes from the late choreographer Merce Cunningham, who believed in allowing forces beyond his control—such as chance operations—to determine outcomes. After all, I’m in charge here so I don’t have to worry about misusing patron dollars or creating a disaster that costs people their jobs, especially since there are no current patrons or staff.

Third, I believe that putting the process of creating an arts center on display will allow me to learn much more than if I had presented only what I considered a polished result. This is the most exciting part, because I’m creating a collaboration of sorts between the artists the public and myself, in which we all probably know something someone else doesn’t and can share our perspectives accordingly. And, if I’m in it to win it, as they say, I need to learn as much as possible.

My past in the performing arts likely has something to do with this works-in-progress interest. Performing (in my case, singing) is ironed out in front of your colleagues during events such as rehearsals, recitals and master classes. Mistakes get made, and rarely are you making them in the comforting solitude of your own home. One of my proudest moments came after a solo recital in which I botched up a section of a piece. I stopped, asked the accompanist to start from where I got stuck, and finished the performance feeling as if nothing had happened. The first thing my voice teacher said to me afterwards was “You have nerves of steel!” That meant much more to me than if he had said something like, “You sang beautifully!” The lesson learned from these difficult and rewarding experiences was that you only get better when practicing in front of an audience. And getting better is really what I’m after.

In this spirit, TPR will address each Big Question by inviting the public to participate in conversations, happenings, rehearsals and other experiments that challenge our assumptions not only about art, but also about contemporary life.

On an administrative note, I must acknowledge the holes in the calendar of events. This is an intentional act that allows for changes and additions to be made as we move forward, and uncover ideas that I might not have thought of yet. It’s another example of choosing the hardest possible option—curators usually like to secure programming at least two years in advance—but these gaps in programming allow TPR to be an idea in the making, rather than a fully-formed calendar-driven organization.

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So, Art, here we are at the very beginning of a story, one that will unfold over the next fourteen months under this particular Big Question. Rather than publish a standard “Curator Statement” I’m choosing to give you a prologue. After all, I’m practicing as well and have a lot to learn between now and then. I’m the first to admit that I don’t know what to expect. But then, that’s part of the fun.

Jess Van Nostrand, Founder of The Project Room

SHOPPY!

TPR Founder Jess Van Nostrand recently sat down with Icelandic performance artist and fashion designer Hrafnhildur Arnardóttir (aka Shoplifter) the recent recipient of the Nordic Award in Textiles, and Seattle mixed media installation artist Mandy Greer to talk shop. Shoplifter recently visited Seattle in preparation for the Nordic Fashion Biennale to take place at the Seattle Nordic Heritage Museum. From September 30 – November 13, 2011, visitors can oggle jewelry and fashion from Denmark, the Faroe Islands, Finland, Greenland, Iceland, Sweden, and Norway. Famous for her commissioned work with the Museum of Modern Art in New York, her collaborations with Bjork, and her innovative sculptural work with hair, Shoplifter consistently takes on ideas of identity.

Jess Van Nostrand: What drives you to make what you make?

Family Portrait 2007 by Silja Magg

Family Portrait 2007 by Silja Magg

Shoplifter: I think it’s a life philosophy to choose to make things even if they don’t obviously make sense. And when you get encouragement and good feedback, its like “yes,” these things have a right to be in the world. I don’t think I could live without creating these things.  I think I would be a very miserable person, so I don’t feel like I have a choice. It’s a choice of profession that I made very early on. It’s about trying to reach some level of happiness in life.

Mandy Greer: I love the photo spread of you in your house with your family. I recently had to write a grant application for a foundation that was giving money to parents. I found that I was writing things down that I’ve never had to articulate before.

S: Being a parent is a huge part of who you are and what you do and how you do things, and at the same time it can be challenging for others to take it into account. It can create certain handicaps.

MG: So, how do you do it? What works?

S: First of all, I’m married to a fantastic guy. We both work independently and live in New York. We recently decided that we like to have our work close to home.  So we divided our large loft into 1,000 square feet for our home, 1,000 square feet for his work, and 1,000 square feet for my studio. I think having kids has allowed me to become more organized. It’s muc

h easier to prioritize. I’m lucky to have a lot of different people asking me to collaborate, but even though I feel capable of taking on a lot of different projects, I can’t allow myself to do them all. Having kids gives you a good reason to draw the line.

J: Does motherhood inform your work?

S: Yeah, it’s inevitable.  You know, this working with fiber, and this craft, heritage and the work of our foremothers of making things.

M: Like caretaking

S: Yes, like caretaking.

M: A couple of years ago, I had some pieces go to Miami for the big art fair and I took my son with me—he was very little—and I felt like I was being held back in what I could do, but when I stepped away from it, I realized that it kept me grounded instead of getting caught up in some of the culture of the art world, because a lot of that is not about the work, or about making the work.

S: My son was at one opening and he said, “I want to be in the show!” so I took him into the office of the gallery owner and let him decorate it. And he was telling everyone who worked at the gallery, “Take care of my art!”

J: How did your project with Bjork come about?

Medulla Hair Mask for Bjork

Medulla Hair Mask for Bjork

S: We had known each other for a while in Iceland and had mutual friends, and then I had my first solo show in NewYork, (ATM Gallery, New York, Shrine of my Vanity, Part II, 2003) and that was the first time I did a wall mural with hair. And I did these left brain/right brain pieces and she came to the opening, and shortly thereafter she asked me to help her create a character for the cover of an album, which would be made using only sounds of the human voice —basically only sounds coming from the body. So for her it really made sense that she would be wearing body fiber. She came up with the name Medulla and then we discovered that it’s also the word for the innermost layer of the hair shaft.

M: Had you worked with the body before that?

S: A long time ago in NY I did this performance I called the Human Hair Sculptress. I offered to do people’s hair where I talked to people about themselves as a hairstylist would, and then used that to inspire what I would do to their hair. I wouldn’t cut it but I would braid it, or sculpt it, like creating a wearable sculpture that had a level of kitsch to it. But there was more of an entertainment factor to it. And I was really excited to find a way to bring it into a freestanding artwork. So it all started with the body.

M: I love how you’ve previously spoken about how people have to make some kind of creative decision with their hair, even if it’s to shave it off.

S: Yeah, it’s a huge part of our identity, and it’s the part of us that’s the most animalistic because it grows there, and its kind of wild and we have to tame it. I’m just fascinated with it and I’ve been working with it for a long time.

Portrait of Oswolt Krel (detail) by Albrecht Dürer, 1499 (Alte Pinakothek, Munich)

Portrait of Oswolt Krel (detail) by Albrecht Dürer, 1499 (Alte Pinakothek, Munich)

MG: One of my favorite pieces of yours is The Hairy Hunch. My husband is a bearded, hairy man, so we did some photography projects where were looking at the medieval woodwose, which is in early medieval painting, where these wild haired people appear in the corners and it’s tapping into…

S: That inner demon.

M: Yeah.  It’s a symbol of the animal side.

S: Yes, darkness, what’s hidden, what’s mysterious, what’s almost grotesque. The untamed and uncontrolled.

M: love the work you did with VPL fashion. I laughed at some of them because they were shocking – we live in this culture now where women are hairless.

S: Exactly – I’m totally making fun of that. I understand it, and I support it, but at the same time, like who wants to have a huge bikini, like a Brazilian that goes up to here?

J: How do you respond to questions about your identity?

S: I had a problem at first, when people wanted to analyze so much of what I do, like “Are you a designer, are you an artist?” I don’t want to have to choose. I’ve always been making clothes for myself, but I never really wanted to become a designer, but I loved to make these things. It was really like a conflict- a contradiction- and I’m learning to be really comfortable with this contradiction. I’m comfortable with being uncomfortable.

MG: Do you feel like you know what you’re creating as you’re creating it? Or does that come later?

S: I’m still learning about my pieces myself. There are layers and layers of things that are in there, that I knew I put in there, but I didn’t dwell on analyzing it. I knew that, but it doesn’t have to be all packed up and ready to go with a manual that has all the information in it.

J: So, you’re circling around this why Do We Make Things question that the Project Room is addressing in its first year- so, what does drive you to keep making what you make? Are there different reasons, or is it this idea you’ve talked about that you want to learn things along the way?

S: I’m searching for beauty, but I’m also searching for beauty in grotesque things, so it’s not just about beautiful things but about putting together different elements in order to better understand them. And I know that in the end it all goes together, because it all comes from my brain. You can get ideas from such weird places and in different combinations, and you just trust that its going to build into something that will eventually have something to say. I’ve learned to trust that feeling because I’ve seen it work in the past. I’ve proven to myself that what I want to make comes from this blob that is me thinking. And so I don’t have to understand the connections I’m making even though later, I might say, “Oh! Its so obvious.” They’re really intuitive, organic, and I’m really just trusting that the project is going to land on its own two feet.

 

Looking Back to Find Our Future: An Exhibition of Nordic Fashion, Design and Jewelry, curated by Hrafnhildur Arnardóttir, Nordic Heritage Museum, Seattle, WA, September 30 – November 13, 2011: http://www.nordicfashionbiennale.com/nfb

What’s the First Thing You Ever Made, Paul Rucker?

I Made a Mess:

As a child, like most, I was curious. I was not afraid to try something different, or take chances. Even with limited resources, children will find ways to be creative.  One of the first things that I made used crayons melted on the living room’s gas heater. I would mix and combine big pools of color made from molten wax and pigment. When I think about it now, the fumes were probably toxic, and it was probably not smart to play around the gas heater.  On the other hand, I was really was proud of my discovery.

-Paul Rucker: Musician, composer, visual artist

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4 Responses to “What’s the First Thing You Ever Made, Paul Rucker?”

scott schuldt says:

  1. August 18, 2011 at 9:18 pm

    I grew up in Minnesota on a block that might have had 15 kids about my age. We played outside, a lot. I miss snow more than anything. We built snow forts, dug tunnels and made snowmen if we didn’t have something better to make. My grandmother lived on a lake and the wind would build up a 12 foot high drift next to the house…it brought out the termite in us. A few years ago I was in New York City during a heavy snow of perfect “snowman” snow. I rolled a ball of snow in Central Park until I couldn’t push it anymore…it was 5 feet in diameter. It felt good. It seemed weird that everyone else wasn’t doing the same…don’t they know?

  2. Jenifer Ward says:

    August 18, 2011 at 11:06 pm

    Scott, I grew up in Arkansas (where snow was rare, but then resulted in “snow ice cream’–until someone made us all askairt of the possibility that it was “radioactive”). I lived in Minnesota for 12 years as an adult, and often stood in my window lamenting all the things I would have made with that snow as a kid.

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  3. Mary Burks says:

    August 31, 2011 at 4:31 pm

    Tents…tents…tents…growing up in the south we were always running around in the great outdoors, night and day. But in the “winter” months, all 2 of them, we played inside. I don’t remember tons of traditional art stuff being available, but we had lots of sheets, blankets, chairs and anything we could think of that would support cloth– and the tent construction took over the whole interior of the house. That is probably where my love affair with textiles as a maleable medium was first experienced. It was great fun. I need to go build a tent right now.